Since working at superstore many memories have come back and i find it hard to believe that she's still hurting me so much after all this time. when I met her I did some bad things to others, which i'm still sorry for. but I thought she was the one and maybe thats why shes still hurting me. I should have known better (I did), I should have listened to others but it felt so right, i didn't want to listen to others about her.
She is a memory now, and a heartache, a memory that is fading (slowly but fading.) Time goes by and she dissapears more and more. but I find it odd to be back where it began at a superstore.
Anyways, to those i hurt, I'm am still very sorry. and to those I ignored, I'm sorry as well but i'll keep ignoring you. :) lol joking. and to those who are now worried about my mentality dont be i'm fine, it was just a thought
"Sometimes people want to change the past or to undo it and live a different life entirely but the past is what makes us who we are and I wouldn't change a thing"
Sunday, February 11, 2007
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the lessons that we learn in life are part of who we are...sometimes they suck!! sometimes the memories are so sweet we keep them tucked away forever. Just to look back on...just let them come and then let them leave...sooner or later they come less frequently.
With so many things, often when we try to "impose" our advice on you, it's because we already learned the lesson and we don't want you to have to learn the hard way. We care about you, so we try and protect you.
But maybe it will make you feel better to know that when it was our turn years ago, we ignored everyone who tried to tell us lessons that they already had learned before us, and thus we had to learn the hard way those lessons that we now try and tell to you. Experience is sometimes the only way us stubborn humans learn, and eventually enough experiences teach us not only the lessons each provides, but also together they teach us to listen to the advice. But until then, no one can make any of us listen, we have to learn to listen through experience.
Sucks, but that's how it works out.
I will have to agree with Flash.
As for all those memories,they will always be with you no matter how hard you may try to forget them.With time they do get easier to deal with and the feelings you have now will change too. It won't hurt as much years from now.Just take every day as it comes and keep moving forward in life.You still have many new memories to make and some will be painful where others will be fantastic!
We all love you just remember that we are here to help you thru those hard times and to enjoy the good times with you.
Life is not always easy, that's for sure! The trick is to not let it get the better of you!
I know that sounds very simplistic but, it is true!
If you make the most of each day and enjoy it, is spite of, hurting inside, you will notice that things will get a bit better, everyday!
We all love you and will keep you in our prayers!
There is a very good reason that the word 'heartache' ends in 'ache'!
Be strong!
hey Matty boi you know im here for you ... we're all here for you if you ever need to talk just gimme a shout.
Love ya Man
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