boredumb

today is one of those days. a day where i just cant find anything interesting to do. i hate being bored. it's boring, lol.

Been working on the family research, trying to get google to recognize my website. took forever but google has finally recognized my site and has put it in their search results. happy about that but I still cant find the site by searching. lol. oh well.

speaking of which, I'm still stuck on one of my ancestors. been stuck there for a few years. my 2nd cousin twice removed, whom i talk to quite a bit, was also doing research and he was stuck on the same ancestor for 10 years! So I dont really know what to do with this ancestor of mine. I really wanna trace my family back further but, well, i can't right now. Going to try emailing a church who seems to have records that may be of use to me but well who knows.

um . . . so yeah . . . still bored. bye

???

life is a funny thing. like why do sheep have bombs?


Or why would someone put a pancake on a bunny??
Well I dont have the answers but i hope you enjoy the pics. lol

SNOW

its snowing again. oh well. got a phone call from save on for an interveiw for cashier. not exactly my first pick but a jobs a job i suppose. I just wish my arm would et better so i can o back to painting. I enjoyed that and the money was good.

Im really starting to consider getting the cortezone shot to fix my arm. this is supposed to go away in 1-3 months. this started in the beginning of september. getting sick of it.

Well anyway im off to check my email.

christmas tree

ok so you all wanna see my xmas tree. lol here you go. it's a bad pic. i had to scan in the box picture as i dont have a camara but it works. you get the idea, tiny little tree. lol.

Anyway, had a great weekend aside from the wicked blizzard. lol. not much else to really say tho today so i'm not going to say anything. lol

OH what a day

what a day. went to moms and setup the Christmas tree. then me and my bro did some shopping. then we all went to dinner in langley and it started snowing bad. Then went to see the new jame bond flick. Not bad movie but a word of advice, it's long, so sip ur drink slowly. I had to pee the ENTIRE movie. lol. And then . . more snow! got out of theatre and there was snow everywhere. The drive to abbey was slow and snowy. after dropping the bro off at moms I came home and that was quite a trip. Snow, slip, snow, slide, snow, slow, and more snow. Tho driving in that kinda of snow with a good techno song is very trippy. thought i was going insane a couple of time. Got home and setup my very first xmas tree of my own. YAY!. mom got me a tree. it's about a foot tall. lol. its great. its going to be a charlie brown xmas for me lmao.

Well anyway, it was a good day. i'd have to say i actually had fun for the first time in a very long long time. I'm off ta bed as its getting really late. night all

There is something . .

theres something that i did want to post. It's a bit dark but I wanted to post it cuz it was the first poem I've written in a long time and I really like it, compared to some of my other stuff.

You And I

You are anger, I'm depression.
you are red, I'm black.
You create fear, I submission,
each our own way to attack.

Just as we have our own way
to live and survive this life
and get through each painful day
struggling through each strife.

Used to think we're alike
I see now we're very different
but we will continue to strike
at those who cause us ailment

Each in our own way
That is just us, You and I
HDDL

To those of you who don't like this, or understand it, then oh well. To 'You', I just hope you're alright and I hope to see you again soon.

Mrph

Well doing a blog . . . don't know why . . . oh ya thats right, mom wanted me to. lol. anywhoo, welcome to my blog. I'm me. not much more to say. Idont know what I'll be blogin about but it'll be here and it'll be odd I'm sure.